I am really happy. She has a way with me.. I'll admit it. She suprised me at work today =]. It made me really happy. We were texting and everything. She said that she was thinking about doing somehting, but wouldn't tell me what, haha, but I soon found out. I liked that suprise from her. It was good to see her face again. We actually really got to talk tonight. I was actually on my way home and decided to call my mamaw and tell her that we had a meeting and then I had to clean, but really I didn't/ I wanted to just hang out with her more. So I texted her and luckly enough she wanted too =]. So I met up with her at sonic before she went home. We talked for about 30 minutes or more. It was great. I was really nervous though and I don't know why. Maybe cuz I really like her. I don't know, but lol I was babbling about DUST. How lame is that?? lol. At least it made her laugh. I like to hear her laugh. It's very cute. Just like her.
There's alot I like about her. She has superly amazing green eyes. Beautiful dark hair. She is so so funny. I like the way her body is built. We have alot in common, kinda. We do in foods lol =] Yay! Ketchup and chips!!! lol. And OMG (okay to me this is a big deal)... she hugged me and I really liked that. I kinda didn't wanna let her go. It felt good =]. It really did. And suprisingly we were talking about what we liked about each other and she told me what she liked about me.. and oddly enough she likes me weirdness =]. But hey it's part of me and I'm glad that she likes it. lol. But yeah she can really make me smile. She wasn't really looking at me in any particular way, but I liked the way she was. Everytime I'd look at her. My eyes were attracted to her's.
Wow........ does this make me sound obsessed? I hope not. I'm probabaly going to cry if it does. But this is just the stuff I like about her and how I felt today. So I don't know....

Melissa

okay.. so I just recently started talking to this girl. She is really awsome. I mean when I first met her I though that she was really cute, but I never thought that she'd talk to me unless one of our mutual freinds was around. HAHA I was wrong and glad about that. I mean I didn't think that I'd like her in this way either, but I do. I really do.
My fear is that she'll think I'm a kid and won't well... yeah. Wanna be with me maybe in the future or anything. I hung out with her a little while she was working tonight, but not long cuz obviously she was working lol. I hadn't seen her in awhile. I was excited. Oddly enough lol. She really stands out to me. I think that she is very sweet.  I like her smile and absoulty love her eyes. They are so freaking AMAZING. lol. But it is true.
I'm scared that I'll freak her out though. Haha she even made a joke baout that tonight cuz I asked her that like a thousand time "did that freak you out". I don't wanna make her run away from me either. So I may need to watch myself nad not irritate her or make her annoyed. Cuz I've been told that I can do that. I don't know what it is about her to be honest. It's just something that I can't explain. I mean it's not like I'm in love with her. I just started talking to her like this week. We'd talked a little bit before, but that was only through that friend of ours.
But gah she is really something special. I mean I really do like her. I couldn't take my eyes off her today =]. Yeah that was kinda  cheesy... Oh well...
But yeah anyways... any comments?

Melissa

I'm 18!!!

Yes...

Wish me a happy birthday!!!

pictures of me and Alicia.

It's hard to look at these, but I can't help but look at them.

She's just so beautiful...