She is my world. My heart. I can't believe that I cheated on her twice. She's the only person that's been there. She never left me. She loves me. I love her. I never thought I could feel this way again. Until she came into my life. She is not what I expected. We are so different from others. But we are the same. I'm never going to leave her. She is my heaven. I finally let go of my past. So that I could truly love her. She stayed with me. Even when I was a bitch. She's with me now. Yet she's far away. She is my baby. I love her dearly. She's turned my life around. I'm finally connected with my family now that I've let go of my past. That one girl that was always there was holding me back, but now I have a new. She lets me be. I've kept me and her for a secret for so long now that I'm tired of hiding it. We started dating on September 29, 2007. I didnt want anyone to know. I guess I still wanted to hvae my fun, but now that done and over with. I thought that an ex of mine and me would be again, but i wishing way to hard. But me and Tarra are great. We do have our little arguments, but who doesnt, right? I'm so in love with her. I honestly thought that I couldnt feel this way again. I hvaent in like 3 years, but now these are the best times of my life and thats hard to believe myself cuz I thought that i had it all. But I do now. With Tarra. She's the complete opposite of what I was looking for, but thats the joy in love finding something that is unique and unexpected. Love has its corners and curves. always expect the unexpected.

My family doesnt know yet, but they will soon enough. I'm waiting for the right moment. I can't wait till I get to look into her beautiful blue eyes. =] *Melissa*