okay.. so I just recently started talking to this girl. She is really awsome. I mean when I first met her I though that she was really cute, but I never thought that she'd talk to me unless one of our mutual freinds was around. HAHA I was wrong and glad about that. I mean I didn't think that I'd like her in this way either, but I do. I really do.
My fear is that she'll think I'm a kid and won't well... yeah. Wanna be with me maybe in the future or anything. I hung out with her a little while she was working tonight, but not long cuz obviously she was working lol. I hadn't seen her in awhile. I was excited. Oddly enough lol. She really stands out to me. I think that she is very sweet.  I like her smile and absoulty love her eyes. They are so freaking AMAZING. lol. But it is true.
I'm scared that I'll freak her out though. Haha she even made a joke baout that tonight cuz I asked her that like a thousand time "did that freak you out". I don't wanna make her run away from me either. So I may need to watch myself nad not irritate her or make her annoyed. Cuz I've been told that I can do that. I don't know what it is about her to be honest. It's just something that I can't explain. I mean it's not like I'm in love with her. I just started talking to her like this week. We'd talked a little bit before, but that was only through that friend of ours.
But gah she is really something special. I mean I really do like her. I couldn't take my eyes off her today =]. Yeah that was kinda  cheesy... Oh well...
But yeah anyways... any comments?

Melissa