I thought that I had the world wrapped in my tiny little hands until... she disappeared ♥

i thought that i knew who i was...

but i was wrong...

i really wish that i knew...

i'm tired of running around like i've chopped my head off or something...

i'm lost...

i've cried every night for two weeks now...

i've lost it....

did i ever have it?

that i dont know

the more i think about things

i wonder if any of it was real

my love...

my job...

my anything...

was any of it worth this?

i wish that i knew...

i have to hide my tears form everyone

they want to help, but they dont know...

i just wish that someone cared enough about me to...

i'm tired of this...

being alone...

is helping

but i'm not sure if its wroth the struggle anymore...

 

Melissa